fruz with CHOICES

there are endless choices to make daily. choices you make in your work, that may involve someone's life, that may involve lots of money, or maybe choices that you make in work that may only affect a department in your office, or maybe only 1 or 2 of your colleagues.

you also need to make choices in your personal life too. sometimes involving the life of a close relative, or family. sometimes, it may cost your own life, or it may just jeopadize you marriage. or maybe you want to get married to a man you do not really love. or maybe you want to divorce to be with another person you love. or many other decisions. or you want to put your kid in an operation supposedly for the better ... but there are risks...docs can never giver you answers, and never want to commit in anything that they think...

but the thing is all the frustrations you get, is from making a decision. sometimes these decisions are painful to make. they involve all your emotions or your money or may even affect everyone in your family, or your parents, or your children...etc... the list of choices you make is endless.. and you do not know if they are the RIGHT decisions, you just have to do it, and bear the consequences, as there is no one to tell you exactly if that is right. frens and family tell you what they think is right, but that's just what they think. they do not know how you feel exactly or what you want at all.

you want to make a good decision... for a better work appraisal, for a better family, for better job prospect, for better health for the children..etc etc... all the pains you do...

yet, you cannot even choose how you die... you may suffer in cancer, you may suffer from the effects of treatment, you may suffer emotionally, with ur love ones bearing the bulk of the costs in treatment, and there is nothing you can do....ultimately the choice is with God.. so you wonder, why bother doing all these at all...